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Marital Status Not Single/Not Looking Profession Keeping Rays heart safe
Do you want children? Undecided/Open
About Me
Clearly the lot of you on this god for saken site can go p*ss in the wind.
Welcome to the tumbling seething vortex of utter confusion. You have now entered my world, please leave your sanity at the door. In this world of cheerios i dare to be a fruitloop.
Love isnt a decision, its a feeling. If we could decide who we would love, it would be much simpler, but less magical.
It takes a strong person to put up with my sh*t. I am definatly the melange de noix in life.
You see he makes me laugh like no other. He makes me feel like i am on top of the world and he has this special magical aura about him. Because when i am with him i am never scared of falling. He wasnt the first to touch me like that in life thats not why i love him though. I love him because he was the first to ever really matter. And really when it comes down to it, the only opinion or view that matters is his. So keep trash talking all you like because frankly i dont give a damn anymore.
What do you think most people think love means? Its much more then words and feelings sucking you dry. Through the shame and guilt i struggle to see the truth. I walk blindly toward this lifeless hell. You see that glass isnt half empty this time. I decided to smash it to the ground a long long time ago. I do remember when my dreams were dying. I damned the sun to pieces then you took my hand and nothing has ever felt the same.
I feel whole and on the right path. My answers are coming. My ideas are the right ones. My clothes are fitting and my skin is my own skin. My feet are under me, taking me forward into the vision. People say best friends will trade you the iicky purple popcicle for the yummy pink one, but my best friend just says "f*ck you, eat the damn thing."
The secrets that lie deep in his eyes cut through my skin, my sanity, my compassion and leave me speechless. Utterly unable to do a damn thing or speak a word. I see we have lived almost parallel lives. Which are now intersecting, intertwining combining into one. How it was always supposed to be.
First Date
No dates just here for the forums
Yeah thats right i have all i ever will need in life. My better half, my lover, my pain in the aSs, my kick in the ass when i need it, my flower, but most important he is my best friend. For anyone who doesnt understand that, or doesnt like it tough sh*t i feel sorry for you. I just hope one day you are as lucky as i am to find what i have in Ray. He makes me stronger than anything you can imagine.
My Perception of an Ideal Relationship:
Complete and utter comfort. I can be myself around you without feeling judged. You can sit in your room working while i do a crossword and i am entirely content. I only have eyes for you, you only have eyes for me and we communicate this verbally, physically and often. Down and dirty sex and warm and comforting cuddling are ever present. Fights are rare and when we do get into it, we dont stop talking until we have reached some sort of peace. Unparalleled companionship, unprecedented generosity and unconditional love grant us the foundation for a lasting long-term relationship.
So this is where i try to sell myself isnt it? Wow that makes me some kind of wh*re. Then again we all gotta be something in life. I am what you would call a human car wreck. You dont want to look but you cant help it. I am the most unstable, emotionally challenged person you will ever meet. My emotions are like a roller coaster more downs then ups lately with alot of screaming. If you think i am mentally retarded or the wicked witch of the west, congrats you found my secret in life out.
Sometimes i feel like my life is alot like The Wizard of Oz. No this isnt some sick fantasy that i long to be Dorothy. I feel like i am the Tinman, Scarecrow and Lion all tied up in one. If i could only have a heart, a brain and some courage life would be AOK. Maybe i just need those little munchkins in my life, oh where oh where is my yellow brick road? Yes i have issues so f*ck off. But least i am working on them.
With all that aside i do love my vagina
Common side effects of me are: nausea or vomiting, loss of appetite, a feeling of weakness, dizziness, insomnia, nervousness or anxiety, sweating or flushing, dry mouth, increased blood pressure, heartburn, abdominal pains, blurred vision, headache, pins and needles, confusion...This is not a complete list of all possible side effects. Others may occur in some people and there may be some side effects not yet known.
Attention weirdos of POF if i want your damn email address trust me i will ask you for it.
Judge me and i will prove you wrong. Tell me what to do and I will tell you off. Say im not worth it and watch where i end up. Call me a b*tch and i will show you one. F*ck me over and i will do it to you twice as bad. Call me crazy, but you really have no idea.
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 | Ah, my dearest ... umm ... wait what nick are you going by now? LOL ... anyway, I've been trying to keep up with her for years (ok maybe months?) ... oh yeah I'm supposed to talk about you, not me, oh did I tell you I was the second greatest person in the world? (yeah I don't want people to think I have an ego saying I'm the greatest person in the world, but feel free to call me that if you wish) ... oh yeah talk about the girl ... she's cute and funny and laughs at even the lame jokes I say ... so she must be good ... and no she isn't holding a gun to my head, I type this at my own free will ... oh, and I can't forget that ghetto booty! LOL |
 | DW is a cool gal with a passion for writing. I dig her very creative voice in the poetry forums!
She tells it with a sound mind and honest heart! Certainly a woman who's not afraid of the darker sides of life, but motivating her, is a very loving light! A real pleasure to share this space with!
Much respect DW, your words inspire me. |
 | I love this girl. Well ok, maybe not the way that other guy does, but still. LOL Hey I mean, come on, I'm a squirrel, she's a nut . . . there's magic in the air, people! Nah, seriously though - she's smart; she's tolerant (are you listening, Ray? LOL); she can dish it out and take it back. God love her, we need more people who are all those things! Unfortunately for all you boys though, she's taken. Your loss. (No, really.) Much love, K! MBWAH! |
 | So here I am once again, eyes wide open in awe at the resilience of this woman. I continue to be taken aback with her beauty & attitude. Her voicings alone are beyond me. You have always been like a breath of the rawest pure air to me Kim. Crisp & clean abounding with oxygen. There was never any clawing through the surface of me, a shell hardened for almost 2 decades now, you were a sharp puncture, an instant penetration to my insides. Forever burned into my heart. Like some rare earth element that I have climbed far & high in order to obtain, one far too precious to lay a price on. We have been through so much together only to rise up through the ashes every time all the stronger. I love you immortal Kim. Cannot explain it, could honestly care less how it happened, all I know is it has. I cannot express in words how much you have inspired me to be a better person. How much you make me feel alive again inside. You constantly keep me on my toes, always intriguing me one step further. You are that night sky full of stars & heavenly celestial bodies, both ethereal & vast, ghostly & vaporous, the one that makes me stand arms outstretched in pure awe & wonderment & call your name. 2 souls forever woven together & seemingly inseperable. She exploded into my life with a fury of a tempest storm I was adrift & drowning in dark waters both deep & angry & there she was, a light burning brighter than sunshine. So alive, she made me happier than I had been in what seems forever. Like some blindingly radiant celestial body hot & furious shooting from the heavens above, she gave me some sense of hope. I am forever in her debt. I love her pure an absolute, resolute without remorse or any apprehension. Yeah, our relationship has been tumultuous to say the least, riddled with confrontation & disbelief within, but for me, nothing worth its weight in gold in life ever came easy. Love is a forging of steel. A violent process of wicked heat & tremendous energy, a re-alignment of atoms, some soft change in molecular structure, with a taste of forgiveness. She is by far the most remarkably beautiful woman I have ever had the pleasure to lay my eyes upon. Unfathomly sexy, intelligent & inherently deep. Filled with a wit & humor beyond measure & way crazy as f*ck to even care for this numbskull, but no matter how hard I try, I cannot escape her, I cannot, not feel her inside of me, all distance aside, hope that made sense, regardless Kim you mean everything to me. There has never been a mouth that I have wanted to taste such as hers, never any eyes that I have wanted to find myself mirrored in like hers, never a coating of skin that I have wanted to feel myself against like hers, never a body that I have wanted to hold like hers, never a heart that I ever wanted to abscond with & touch so much such as hers. |
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